I’m a very goal oriented person. I need to have something to aim for, often, the wilder the aim the more likely I am to do it. Hence the Ninja Warrior thing I guess. But it’s weird, the goal becomes my complete obsession, all I can think about, tonight Tiny Blonde Keener became LARP Rep in LURPS, I’ve got four weeks before the end of my term but I’m already feeling my brain shaking itself off.
I can start thinking about other things, I’m leaving the job with someone who really cares about it. I find it difficult to give half measures to the things I choose to do, once committed I can’t pull back. I’m glad I did this but I’m ready for it to be over now.