I have pretty much just slept for two days straight, pretty much the only reason I got up today was work. The Boss needed a prescription picked up (technically I’m on holiday from them but available in emergencies) and The Magic Fan needed some socialising. I tried out Magic the Gathering Unstable for the first … Read More
I’m impressed with my combination of Spirulina and Willpower, I’m reasonably convinced that the pondscum and my stubbornness is what let me put my parents up for two days, drive Imp to the Peaks, pop to my sister’s place and drive back to brine the turkey ready for the meal tomorrow. I am so done … Read More
Generally speaking I’m quite a content person. I suffer from Depression and have a cynical inner voice who I find very funny. Sometimes, and I suspect it is because my default is to be happy, I’m criticised for looking after my own physical and mental health rather than bending over backwards to help others with … Read More
J’espère continuer à écrire mon blog en français les lundis. Mais ce que sera sera. Maintenant je suis très fatigué . J’essaie de retrouver ma volonté Je ne sais pas si c’est possible. J’espere. A premier dormez l’hygiène, qui est plus difficile quand vous avez une malade chronique. Aujord hui j’ai essayé. Pas de bouton … Read More
My Mother thinks I’m incredibly sad, in the opposite of cool sense of that word. She called today and I told her I was having Eurovision drinks. I could hear her and her inner musician roll her eyes over the phone. My Mum likes my friends with ‘Edge’, to say she likes my Depressed, Suicidal … Read More
Being tired when I wake up (especially when I’ve got a good night’s sleep) is always something that feels very unfair. Eye ache and head ache and just everything ache is very frustrating. I’m starting this week the the best of intentions though, all the water will be mine, I will be hydrated to fuck! … Read More
I loved turning thirty. I found that I finally had a sense of being an adult whilst feeling capable. Right now, I feel old, it’s not so much the numbers on the cards it’s more the being ill. I’m tired all the time and I ache and simple things are really hard. I feel old … Read More
Obviously, despite yesterdays’ post which started out being about moderation and thinking about what I was trying to do before running out of energy, today I am determined to become a ninja warrior. Yes, that ninja warrior. The crazed obstacle course one. I have a plan, it’s not a timed plan but it’s a plan. … Read More
I always start the eyar full of good intentions, I’m going to get organised, I’m going to tidy the house, write all the things and become better at managing money. What has happened every year since about 2009 is that I’ve whizzed around until I collapsed. I find it very difficult to manage the weird … Read More
