I’ve had a busy weekend. My main annoyance is that I didn’t bring my camera out with me on Saturday night. So Friday I went to the barcrawl and dressed as Aphrodite, Saturday I worked on the Yellow Sign props which unfortunately meant I missed the fireworks and then Saturday evening I dressed as Leeloo … Read More

I really hate the word ‘compersion’ it smacks of being a word that isn’t exactly real and thus I hate the word itself. The feeling that it is trying to explain though, I’m so glad that there’s a word for it. I have struggled to explain myself, my feelings when I see my lovers, friends, … Read More

So what’s it like to live with me oh dearest Jellicle Cat? ‘It’s like living with a fourteen year old girl who’s education has entirely consisted of pornography and the internet.’ Oh… right, that’s what it’s like then!

So, on Tuesday I ran away from home. It was great! More specifically this wonderful man that I live with (the Jellicle Cat for those of you not keeping up) told me last week that he reckoned I needed some Mish time and should go away for a couple of days. If you’re surprised that … Read More

Here’s to love, a glass raised, to that first look you got at the person you were destined to spend the rest of your days with. Because, whoever you’ve fallen in love with ‘in love’ transcends time. From the moment you first breathed them in to the moment you breathe your last breath out, they’ll … Read More

Now just add apprehension to the disconnection. In some ways it feels like I’ve been prepped and readied and have said my goodbyes. I don’t actually mean that as melodramatically as it may sound. Funny, I felt really external on Monday, now it’s Tuesday and I feel… distinctly nervous.

Just feel really out of things tonight, cut off.

Looks like I’m a little more twitchy than I thought I was, either that or I was really getting into character earlier (my Unknown Armies girl is a bit easy to freak out). Actually I suspect the main deal is that I based Suzanne on myself when I was seventeen. So I suspect the background … Read More

When being seduced by fae it is important (possibly vital) to wear sensible shoes. Possibly good walking boots as an absolute best but definately sensible shoes. The pub was ok, I felt quite tired mostly, but the walk home was very nice and I got to see Lancaster from a whole new perspective.

So the Jellicle Cat is out with the Heathens at the Winternights Moot tonight, not my thing so I’m crashing in front of the telly painting my nails. What do I find on? Friends. Ok, not the most exciting episode (Xerox girl, Xerox girl, Xerox girl) but the one where Joey’s working at the coffee … Read More